Friday, October 28, 2005
The time now is 6.40 a.m and i'm jus back home. Well, think that holiday is always a time when we try to defy the law of nature. Being noturnal seems to be a norm and a trend nowadays. Even when the school reopens, which is nxt week, this type of life will still cont. on as usual. Guess that having a globalise city is great as we are gettin suitable and used to workin nite, enjoyin the moon than the sun.
The most interesting thing is that i haven not slept for 24 hrs and i going off to work soon. Coolz, the number of hrs per day has increased from 24 to 36 or even 48 hrs, at least it seems to be. Recently, there have been a lot of cases of lolitas. Is the world changing or I'm the one that is still lagging behind? Or even the law is tryin to keep up with it? No matters what it is, freedom is always better than a life without any worries abt food and shelter. So, don mess around with lolitas even when one is deprived or desperate, and this is for guys!
28.10.05
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
These few days have not been kind to me. Well, some major stuff actually happened here and there and it was well beyond my control. I believe this was what actually made it so bad. If i am able to make some difference to them, it would be great. Unfortunately, things do not turn up to be so.
It is getting rather mysterious if i cont. to write in this way. Guess what, the most challenging problem in this world is not abt. work or studies or even some IQ questions, but to me, it is emotional stuff. Especially when it comes into relationship, not only to those of opp. genders kind. When friends have problems, we mus be there. But when friends have problems and we couldn't solve it, then that is where the real challenge comes into place. I really hope that things will not turn out as bad as what everybody is expecting them to be, and i believe the best has yet to come. So, why worries? Like one of my joker friends, Alex likes to say, "Come on la, don be no pudding la." Guess that life shld always be kept simple and always do the best and expect the worst.
25.10.05
Monday, October 24, 2005
eat, drink work and sleep. Nv read any books. Life is excellent during holidaes
24.10.05
Friday, October 21, 2005
"if" has been a common word to use in everyone's life.There was a time when i love to regret over what i have done. So during the moment of reflection, i will ask myself, "what if i have done this and not that? And what if i choose this option over the other?" In a dialect version, people will say, "na si wa wu ji ba ban...." Well, if only time can reverse everything will be smoother. Unfortunately, time will never reverse and time and tide wait for no man.
In that case, why do we still bother to use if? Critics love to argue that well, the ability to use
if will ensure that if the same situation arises, we won't make the same mistake again. True enough, that is only if the if will result in someone reflecting in his/her mistake. And in reality, how many of us will not make the same mistake? Even a saint will need several attempts before learning something. The worst of all is thzt regreting will only make someone suffer ultimately.
No point regreting when something was already done. So the point is this, even if one has done wrong, there isn't a need to tell others that "i should have done this or that." All one has to do is to remember this mistake and live with the consequences as there bound to be an opportunity again to test ur reflection.
21.10.05
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Well, the results were out this morning and everything was fine at the end of the day. So, guess that results are nothing more than an alphabet. However, something worth mentioning here is that I was cheated of my feeling by some extraordinary figure. A promise ended up being empty and disappointment is the only word that can describe my feeling now, and i am referin to my results. Although they are only few marks away, but i believe is the expectation and promise that has created such a huge impact in me when i saw the difference in gradin... This is life.
Well, life has been back to basics since 17th of October. To me, my sch has started and i'm back to there regularly to ensure that nothing goes wrong for my stuff.. Seems like it is going to get fun as days go by. Yeah, for the past two weeks, i have met several friends that are worth hanging out with. Not that they have some sort of ESP or what, but they do share some common traits and interests as me. It is gratifyin to note about it. Life without great friends is jus like a home with no souls. It is empty.
Back again, anyone readin this and have my photos with ya, possible to send it to me? I will be grateful!!! Well, i'm always in love with myself and is these photos that keep me goin on!
P.S. msn is jus
fcb_862002@hotmail.com , jus add me and send me thru this?? Thanks DUDE!
19.10.05
Another gay partner i have known. Faggotish!
19.10.05
Saturday, October 15, 2005
See, it was so cool to have the cap... But.....
Well , this was taken after my cap flown away!!! Hai`, that was sad!
15.10.05
Well, it has been a week since i last blogged. Have been to JB for the past few days to attend Poly Forum 2005. Excellent, i mus say. Not because of the topics and contents, but the people over there. Strangers to friends from diff polies made life extremely easier and exciting over the three days!
Day One, drink and drink. Got to know few people like joker Edmund, Wenling and other people . Well, the nitez was all about socialising and carryin a beer on the hand was a norm. Even some of the facs drank with us. Seems like everybody was damn happenin. ya one thing, i thought that forum shld be a place where serious, unapathetic people came together and talk abt serious issues. But, it became a place where jokers, debaters, unionists and leaders joined together to create one thing, FUN!
As for day 2, the morning and afternoon weren't that exciting. But it was the nite that made everything coolz! Again, swimming in the nite, snookering and pubbing in the mid nite! Well, got to play some games with my school mates and others from other polies and then got some extra incentives!??? haha, it seems bastarding, but that is jus part and parcel of life now.
And then, when everything came to a close, got to know even more people. Well, guess that my groups of khakis have expanded to four diff groups of Khakis. Seems like my life will be more occupied with more lIFE nOW!
15.10.05
Saturday, October 08, 2005
Well, i'm back from my first holiday and it was at a unimaginable sort of resort. No beaches but swamps, no heater and occasionally shortage of water. No rooms to sleep except boats and no ice water except normal mineral water. So, how bad was the trip??
I would use only a word to describe it, "EXCELLENT!" Frankly speaking, despite all those stuffs that were missing, everybody still thoroughly enjoyed the camp. Not because we are all sadists, but because the camp were all filled with the birds of the same feather. No one behaved like a typical Singaporean, whom expected life to go as smoothly as they wish and none of us ever claimed that they wish to head home immediately. Even to the extent that we were under the hostages of the Mosquitoes, no one has given up.
Well, knowing more people is good, but knowing more similar people is great. How i really wish that i can head back to LOOLA once more and enjoyed the whole process again and again. Really enjoy kayaking at nite without any light, catching crabs in the middle of the night and only ended up smelling like the swamps. Swimming in the open sea to a distance of almost one km, boomnettng and even playin card games in the boat (the place that we slept). And the best thing is at around 5 a/m when a thunderstorm is nearin, the boat is shakin like crazy and the wind is blowing at a speed of 60km/hr, i can assure ya that u will freeze to death!!!!
8.10.05
Another gay partner i have known. Faggotish!
See, it was so cool to have the cap... But.....
